& the heart shakes, and stops, and brokes, and hurts, when a snowball hits you from behind and takes you far away of this world. your world falls apart and you can't even cry, because you think you have to act strong. and you go home, and you cry, and you want to die. i lost all the trust i had in you. you broke my heart, it's in pieces, very tiny pieces and i think it will never be fixed. you broke me... you broke all i had, in one second. & i just hate myself. even more. thanks for that.